New to incarnation crosses? Read What Is an Incarnation Cross for how the four gates are calculated, what the three angles mean and how a cross is lived.
With its Personality Sun in Gate 38, this cross sits under Vishnu, the third Face of the Godhead, in the Quarter of Mutation. Read The Sixteen Godheads for what that means.
Put those together and you get someone with real adrenaline in them who opposes and provokes almost by instinct. When you push, people are forced to substantiate what they said, to explain the claim they made and the position they are holding. That is your service, whether or not it feels comfortable to either of you. This is a fixed geometry. There is a narrowness and an intensity in it: you are set on this theme, neither swept along by the crowd nor turned in on yourself. What steadies it is that intuition, which knows before your mind does which fight is actually yours.
This unfolds over a lifetime rather than a season. A cross is a direction, not a job description, and it shows you its meaning slowly, one experience at a time. The way to live it well is to choose your battles, because the wrong fight costs you energy you never get back, and to let your mood settle before you provoke, because what you draw out of people depends on what you are carrying when you push. Follow your Strategy and your Authority, decide correctly, and the shock you deliver becomes an opening rather than a wound.